Saturday 5 September 2009

deliberations.

suddenly i realise that...i only have two years left in school. *GASP-SHAKE HEAD IN DISBELIEF- WHAT? NO!* well...it's true. i suppose that i should realise it's inevitable..but inside my head, i am a little girl. not an immature little brat. (i hope.) vulnerable? not quite. maybe just...nervous. i have a lovely time just going to school etc, like i have been for years and years now. so it might be nice to change. it might not. and although i still have 2 years left of school, that isn't long for me. once, school was just school for me. you have to go, and you will go forever...but now, it's exams. you spend all year working up to the exam. then sit. then the exam is over. end of school year. now the beginning of a new school year. except...that won#t happen that often anymore. and i just realise i feel quite sorry about it. even though i've spent nearly all my school life thinking about how i hate school ;)

so, after all that depression, i have to go eat pancakes (:

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